A Fighting Chance for Martha.

Somewhere there's a heart a bleeding from a disease that can't be cured...

Somewhere there's a family  falling apart on the account of blood cells...

And you can't do anything about it now, cause it's too late...

Better to love someone than never love at all... and the look on your face says it all...

Joy was finally seeing you happy... I never knew you could look like that...

I can date our friendship back to oshkosh overalls and 80's fashion gone wrong.... and I can't bear losing you now...

You're the picture of every Thanksgiving and Christmas and the dog that  brought fear to my eyes...

I've lost so much and I thought someone would give me a break... how bout giving her a break?

Just for a little while... please stay for a little while... Maybe it will be "Chronic?"

"I can't lose my Mom right now!  I can't... She's my best friend..."

I hated hearing you say that... I've never felt such sorrow from words...

Holding you tight, helpless... Hoping this wasn't happening...

"God, take this away... please... we need more time... give her a fighting chance... God... give her time... give us time... this family can't take a blow like this..."

And I can't help but think to myself that the last time I saw her... She just looked so happy...

We were all so happy...

Wow... Good times... bad times... friggen hilarious times... they're all on my xanga... I just enjoyed a moment of reading back through the past year in the life of pandaphoenix. I'm friggen the funniest man alive.